o ard dubios

Pierd vremea. cand aleg, cand stau, cand nu-mi vad capul de treaba, cand o ard dubios. ce tampenie pare a fi viata asta sau ceea ce societatea de astazi numeste viata. ce impliniti ne simtim cand avem un job bine platit, castigam bani... si atat... castigam bani ca sa-i cheltuim, ca sa ajungem iar de unde am plecat. ne trebuie lucruri... haine, telefoane, gablonturi... ca sa ne plictisim de ele si sa ne dorim altele noi. muncim ca nebunii pentru un concediu "bine meritat", ca sa mergem la mare, "sa ne distram" si sa admiram stelele si luna. marea, muntele, lumea sunt acolo si au fost mereu, nu au nevoie de pretexte ca sa fie vizitate. sunt acolo si putem merge oricand, numai ca noi avem nevoie de complicatii. de ce sa muncim pe hartii care se dau pe lucruri de care nu avem nevoie si sa vedem lumea care de fapt este exact sub nasul nostru? de ce au atata importanta lucrurile astea? eh, aberez, dar ca sa spun drept nu am ce face. am chef sa tastez, sa aud pacanitul tastelor pentru ca timp de 2 ore trebuie sa o ard dubios si nu am nici o carte la mine... mi-ar fi placut sa am cartea pe care o lecturez in prezent la mine. cred ca este interesanta si cred ca imi place. mai am de citit insa ma misc greu pentru ca de cele mai multe ori pic lata cand vin de la munca sau pierd vremea un rahatul de televizor la care ma uit ca dobitoaca. nu am mai vazut de ceva vreme un film cu adevarat bun si cu toate astea continui sa ma uit la televizor. asa, sa revin la cartea pe care o citesc; " A cincea fiola" de Michael Palmer. Ce scrie pe coperta:
"În Boston, o studentă la medicină, căzută în dizgraţie, este trimisă să prezinte o lucrare care i-ar putea salva cariera. La 6000 de kilometri distanţă, un savant genial, aflat pe moarte din cauza unei boli incurabile, este pe cale de a descoperi un ser care ar putea salva milioane de vieţi, aducând profituri uriaşe pentru unii. La Chicago, un detectiv particular, total deziluzionat, trebuie să identifice cadavrul unui tânăr găsit pe autostradă, ce purta niste urme misterioase pe corp. Trei vieţi care nu au nimic în comun, dar care aveau să devină legate pentru totdeauna. Trei vieţi ameninţate, care se străduiesc să atragă atenţia asupra unei misterioase gupări de oameni, cu aspiraţii de dumnezei. Trei oameni care află ce înseamnă geniul şi nebunie, adevăr şi decepţie, încredere şi trădare... Trei vieţi unite pentru totdeauna de o fiolă de sânge - a cincia fiolă. Te-ai întrebat vreodată de unde vin organele donate? Ce ar fi dacă, în momentul în care îţi faci nişte analize de sânge, laboratorul mai prelevă o fiolă, fără ştirea ta. Această fiolă este trimisă la un laborator care stochează informaţia şi, dacă eşti donatorul compatibil cu cineva bogat şi influent care are nevoie de un organ, atunci ar fi mai bine să te ascunzi. "
Sa zicem ca pare interesant, iar dupa cele cateva capitole citite spun ca mai vreau. Probabil ca voi reveni cu cateva ganduri personale despre carte dupa ce o termin de citit.
Hmmm... ma gandesc la Dai Sijie si la Haruki Murakami... am pofta de ei si de ceea ce scriu ei.
o mai ard dubios un pic si revin.

Luis Royo.

Luis Royo was born in 1954 in Olalla, Teruel (Spain). He studied technical delineation, painting, decoration and interior design in the Industrial Mastery School and the Applied Arts School in Zaragoza. He also worked on several interior design studies between 1970 and 1979. From 1972 to 1976 he took part in a series of collective painting exhibitions on a national level. In 1977 he created large-format paintings using mixed techniques, which were exhibited in several cities.

From 1978 on, he started drawing comics for different fanzines. Between 1981 and 1982, his comics were published in the 1984, Comix International and Rambla magazines, and also, occasionally, in El Víbora and Heavy Metal. 1983 marks the beginning of his career as an illustrator together with NORMA Editorial. His works leave the country, and are often published worldwide. He works in the USA, England, Sweden, etc., making commissioned covers for books from Tor Books, Berkley Books, Avon, Warner Books, Bantam Books, etc. He also creates covers for American magazines, such as Heavy Metal and National Lampoon, and also European ones, such as Cimoc, Comic Art, Ere Comprimée, Total Metal and others; he also makes a few video and video games sleeves for different countries.

In 1985, while keeping his work as an illustrator both in the States and Europe, the Colección Rambla publishes a comic drawn by him. In 1986, Ikusager Ediciones S.A. publishes DESFASE, an experimental comic album.
From 1990 on, he increases the amount of free works, combining them with his commissioned works.In 1992, NORMA Editorial publishes in Spain the book WOMEN, a selection of the illustrations he has drawn in the last eight years. Soleil Productions makes the French edition, and Edition Comic Forum the German one.He also gets a small exhibition showing his originals.
In 1993, Comic Images publishes a trading card collection called FROM FANTASY TO REALITY which includes some illustrations made by Royo.
In 1994, NORMA Editorial publishes a new art-book, MALEFIC, in Spain, which is again published by Soleil in France, Hazard in Italy and Konemann in other countries. WOMEN is also reprinted, and Penthouse USA devotes a whole article to this book.
From 1995 on, his commissioned works for book covers from American companies such as Tor, Berkley or Avon are extended to others, including Ballantine, Nal, Daw, Doubleday, Harper Paperbacks, Zebra, Fasa Corporation, Pocket Books for the Star Trek series, works for Penthouse Comix, Marvel’s Fleer Ultra X-Men, etc. These same illustrations and others of his own creation are used as book and magazine covers both in Europe and Eastern countries. His illustrations are starting to appear now in different format: calendars,
posters, t-shirts, CD covers, mouse pads, etc., as well as trading card collections, such as THE ART OF HEAVY METAL. His third exclusive trading card collection, THE BEST OF ROYO, is also published this year.

In 1996, one of his drawings is used as the Penthouse cover in its American and German editions, which also include an inside article focusing on him. Another article devoted to his illustrations appear in the Italian Stampa weekly magazine, and also in the American and German Airbrush-Action and Penthouse Comix. He wins the Silver Award SPECTRUM III: The Best in Contemporary Fantastic Art, and publishes his third art book with NORMA Editorial: SECRETS. NBM prints it for American-speaking countries. In collaboration with Heavy Metal, NORMA Editorial also prints his portfolio WARM WINDS.

In 1997, Heavy Metal, the magazine that usually publishes his works in covers and calendars, dedicates its Gallery to him, and charges him to make the cover for the magazine’s twentieth anniversary, as well as a series of illustrations focused on the F.A.K.K.2 character (Julie Strain), created by Kevin Eastman. Comic Images launches two trading card collections, ROYO SECRET DESIRES (Royo’s fourth series) and ARTISTS CHOICE (together with other authors). WOMEN and MALEFIC are published in the U.S., and the latter is reprinted by NORMA Editorial.

In 1998 he creates his following art-book, III MILLENNIUM. In this case, he gives his personal view on this end of century. The so-called BLACK TAROT is also published, as well as the 1999 calendar for Heavy Metal and his fifth trading card collection, also called III MILLENNIUM.

In 1999, and again presented in the Barcelona Comic Fair, his new art-book, DREAMS, is published. It collects all the commissioned illustrations created by Royo for the last ten years. Also in 1999, Inteleg launches a vinyl sculpture based on the cover of MALEFIC, whose production is supervised by Royo himself.

Later this year, a new art-book, PROHIBITED BOOK, is published. This is a book with a completely different mood to the rest of his works; it is more erotic and explicit than never. The tome, published in a deluxe format smaller than usual, includes many illustrations gifted with an enormous sensuality never seen before by Royo’s fans.

sa stii sa iubesti si sa mergi mai departe

Sa stii sa iubesti si sa stii sa mergi mai departe... sa gasesti dragostea, ca apoi s-o pierzi... dar nu stii ca ea va ramane mereu acolo?

Ne-am intors din vama veche... o vama cum nu am mai vazut de mult si care din fericire nu parea atat de distrusa de lumea de afara. probabil pentru ca am fost acolo in timpul saptamanii. snake a gasit dragostea acolo, pe nisipul din vama veche. as putea spune ca noi toti am gasit-o. un suflet mare inchis intr-un corp plapand, mic, temator. Am numit-o Elga... datorita unor persoane care au ajutat la asa zisa adoptie a ei. elga=dragoste. zbateri de aripi. dar ca de obicei, atunci cand simti ca intreg universul coopereaza pentru un lucru, e evident ca e doar o iluzie. snake nu a putut s-o tina pe elga... astfel acest suflet ajungand in casa mea. simt ca imi lumineaza fiecare clipa dar uneori ma simt vinovata de bucuria pe care o simt prin prezenta ei. nu este a mea, este a lui snake... este bucuria ei.. erau facute una pentru alta... iar eu posed acest sentiment acum... am voie sa il traiesc? oamenii abandoneaza suflete... oamenii salveza suflete... oamenii se abandoneaza si se salveaza intre ei... ce cerc ridicol...

ma uimeste uneori puterea noastra launtrica si modul in care ne agatam cu disperare pentru a nu ne parbusi... si salvarea poate veni din cele mai neasteptate locuri... cum ar fi din partea unui necuvantator...